So I've not been her here to post much of anything for quite some time.
The reason;I've got a lot, and I mean a lot in my own little way, going on at home.
I came home one day..hmm, two weeks ago maybe to my mother crying.
She and my father were going to be divorcing for the third time because the man doesn't know how not to flirt and cheat. Although this particular time, it was just chats on the interent...still. It kills.
But I've been through this with my mom twice before, and it hurts us both.
I was four the first time, eleven the second and now. My siblings are four, almost five, and almost 7 weeks.
I hate seeing my mother hurt and it is seriously putting some weight on me because I am rather upset with my father. I've asked tat he please not touch and kiss all voer my mother for the time being around me. I feel he has lost the right bu that's up to my mom.
All I can say is that I've cried for nearly two nights in a row, my eyes hurt and I know that if I cry again, I'm going to be crying for a while. just like last night :'(
But I want my mom happy, as long as she is happy I dn't care. I dn't want her getting hurt again, but if she's happy, I will be too because she is truley my hero,best fr4iend and mother. I love her.
The two little ones won't remember this, but I've been through it all with her, and I know how badly this hurts her.
Let's hope for the best.

Love youy all, and Megz, hon I'm sorry I never messeged you I've been caught up in all this and trying to hold myself together.
Love you