Well, hello there everyone!
I've not updated in some time and I figured I'd be rid of the awful, depressing journal. Things have just been so crazy that I've not had time to get on here n tell you all I'm still kickin' and I am working on some stuffers to put up! Yay!
Buuuuuuuuttt....my art teacher currently has it all since the only place I have time to work on art type things is on my 7th period art class.
I've got several things I need to put up, but she's keeping them for the Art Show on May.
I could prolly just take my camera to school n take a picture of them though...
I'm currently doing a free-medium assignment. I picked Photography and Photoshop.
Mrs. Ahern is teaching me to use my photoshop and I'm trying to teach myself too.

I go on break for a week tomorrow so I wn't be getting anything up anytime soon, but I am going to try to do some photography during break as well. I need to so I can pick an image for this current assignment.

Weeeelll.....I suppose I will talk to you all soon. And I promise to hurry with my deviations!!

So I've not been her here to post much of anything for quite some time.
The reason;I've got a lot, and I mean a lot in my own little way, going on at home.
I came home one day..hmm, two weeks ago maybe to my mother crying.
She and my father were going to be divorcing for the third time because the man doesn't know how not to flirt and cheat. Although this particular time, it was just chats on the interent...still. It kills.
But I've been through this with my mom twice before, and it hurts us both.
I was four the first time, eleven the second and now. My siblings are four, almost five, and almost 7 weeks.
I hate seeing my mother hurt and it is seriously putting some weight on me because I am rather upset with my father. I've asked tat he please not touch and kiss all voer my mother for the time being around me. I feel he has lost the right bu that's up to my mom.
All I can say is that I've cried for nearly two nights in a row, my eyes hurt and I know that if I cry again, I'm going to be crying for a while. just like last night :'(
But I want my mom happy, as long as she is happy I dn't care. I dn't want her getting hurt again, but if she's happy, I will be too because she is truley my hero,best fr4iend and mother. I love her.
The two little ones won't remember this, but I've been through it all with her, and I know how badly this hurts her.
Let's hope for the best.

Love youy all, and Megz, hon I'm sorry I never messeged you I've been caught up in all this and trying to hold myself together.
Love you

....roflcat.com is one of the most amazing websites ever. It makes me smile

Photography:
So, I have been taking a bucket-full (yes, weird thing to refir to) of pictures of Bailei. She's quite easy to set up, pose and then just capture lol. But I love it. It's cold out right ow, and Fall, the most beautiful season in my opinion, is finally here! I'm going to try n get some photos of the colorful trees and their leaves. I promise to upload some photos Soon. I'm just busy and although I would tonight, I'm waiting for Tyler to call me back.

Drawing:
Well, being in Adv. Art this year, I have a bunch of drawn stuff that I've had to turn in for grades. Plus, I'm working on a drawing for "The Time Traveler's Wife".
And also, I may steal it back from Tyler just so I can scan it again, I added a quote to my "The Notebook" drawing for Tyler's birthday present I also laminated it! Shiny.... but I'll get those up, the one I'm currently working on won't be done for some time though...sorry.

Well...I suppose that's all for now.

I figured sincef I've not updated for nearly a month, I might as well. Also, I have nothing better to do. -sigh-
Today's been a slow, boring and hard day. I feel a bit emotional and like crying but I'm not gonna Cause I dn't wanna.
Tyler's just bein a butt today and a girl is at his papaw's with him that I really dn't trust or like in any way what so ever. But as always, I'll get over it, right?
I just feel like sometimes the things he asks me not to do sometimes, he turns around n does the same thing. It bugs me. Like he tells me not to stay at my cousins house when his friend Zach is there cause the kid likes me. I asked him not to stay at his papaw's when she's there cause she likes him...a lot. And I dn't trust her. Plus the other night he got a txt from her asking if he'd forgive her n he wn't let me ask her what she meant....Ugh! It's just annoying...I'll be okay tomorrow though. He always manages to make it better.

So to stop boring you all, I have started a new drawing, it'll tkae me awhile to finish it though. I beleive I'm going to have to erase much of it and redo it....i propotioned it wrong...well I think I did. Noone else does.
And I have some new photos as well of Bailei that I kinda made good. Mom had me put a pink blanket behind and under her for that lovely background affect. I need more to photograph but this weather sucks right now. Cold and Rainy.

Well, that's it for now I suppose.

Yes, my new little sister has fianlly come :yay:
She was born on Spetember 14th at 10:50pm. It was quite a shock seeing that she is three weeks early but we're very thrilled she's here!
She weighed 7 pounds and 8 ounces and was 21 inches long. She gave a mom a pretty rouch pregnancy, but now, she's amazing lol. A very quiet baby and a bvery good baby as well. I'll upload a pic or two for you guys and I'm also gonna draw her for my mom. She be a chubby little girlie. But she's still adprable haha. Bailei Paoge Antonara has already warpped her little fingers around our hearts♥


Katie


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there's a link until I upload one lol.